Sunday, May 24, 2009

In memory of my grandma





life is like compost. you live, you die, then new life grows...

like grandma's 37 grand kids and 37 great grand kids.


Callynn Georgianna Henry
my new little niece:)


memories of grandma:

-endless creamies after swimming parties with my cousins in the backyard pool
-waiting for grandma to finish her water "aerobics" in her pool when we came over to swim.
-showing off on the diving board, playing marco polo, and going down the slide over and over and over.
-the jungle of raspberries in the backyard from where we picked hundreds of raspberries for grandma's scrumptious raspberry sherbet.
-grandma's zucchini soup made from grandpa's homegrown zucchini. the scandanavian silver soup spoons and ceramic soup bowls with one finger-sized handle on the side.
-her sewing room packed with all sorts of treasures and trinkets including the nesting russian dolls I would play with for hours and the stationary bike we would play on: one kid on one pedal holding on to one side of the handle bar, the other on the other pedal on the other side of the handle bar. somehow that never stopped being hilariously fun.
-her amazing laugh amidst all the chaos of the hunter family
-her sass with our stubborn and domineering grandpa
-her elaborate native american turqoise jewlery
-her facsination with my veggie habits.
-the big manual camera she lugged around on all of our many national park summer vacations with the hunter caravans which also included cb radios, action packers, and musical sing alongs.
-her sincere interest in my adventures and endeavors- she actually read most of my blogs.
-her interest in politics and sports impressed me. She wasn't sure how she felt about Obama; evertime I went to visit she would ask me what I thought about him and I'd tell her how I had faith in him and that he gives hope to our country. I think she liked him too.
-her love of her grandkids. About a week ago we noticed an embroidered sign above her door that said "grandkids are the reward for not killing your children." When we commented on that she laughed and said, "I think it's true."

love you grandma

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

I love my job




It's true.
I really love my job.
Even when I have a bomb lesson with energetic 1st graders that have a really hard time paying attention for more than 5 seconds... overall, I still love my job.















I work at a garden.
Part of my job is to grow plants. to eat. then teach kids how to grow plants. to eat.
then I find other people who know way more about growing food than i do, and hook them up with a workshop so they can teach a whole bunch of adults how grow plants. to eat.
it's pretty great. and it makes me happy.
honestly, there's not much else that I can think of that brings people together better than food. can you?







...i just wrote a blog post about herbs. I did it for my job. and cause I love herbs.

it's true.
I love my job. and I love herbs.
I feel pretty happy about that.
For those of you that know I graduated from Humboldt, no, not that kind of herb.
just kitchen herbs. like mint. and lemon balm. and basil.
yup.
food and herbs.
yum.

Thursday, January 22, 2009

back to the homeland & the birth of a renewed nation

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so it's been a while I know.
so I move around a lot...
in the spirit of change that fills the air these days, I have felt inspired to again write in the blog.
(I am also currently looking for another employment opportunity, thus have more time on my hands than usual.) Since it has been a while, prepare yourself for a long read.

that's right...I've come back to the homeland:
slc, ut.
zion.
home of the pioneers.
the beehive state.
the busy bees.
the "mormons."

I'm actually proud of my heritage. usually.
hard work, dedication, perseverance, resourcefulness, self-reliance, sacrifice, love, compassion, moderation, service, kindness, standing up for your beliefs in the face of oppression...

Recently I have not felt so proud. prop 8 actually made me feel downright ashamed of who i am and where i come from...prop 8 really goes against all the values I just vouched for. well, just take a little comfort in this: it's not ALL mormons, and not ALL Utahns that supported prop 8.

For example, here is one Utahn, with a mormon heritage (who was actually still a resident of California and registered to vote in California during the last election), that voted AGAINST prop 8. I am now again a Utah resident and can stand by that decision, holding firm to the belief that it is wrong, plain wrong, to deny ANYONE the right to marry someone they love. regardless of your personal beliefs.

see? hope is alive.

anyways...back to the homeland.

it's actually been nice to be home. see the fam, see good friends, hang at grandma's cabin, see the mountains, see some Sundance films, play in the snow, ....

though yesterday we were declared as having the worst air quality in the country! that's right folks, worse than L.A.! unheard of. I guess even all the movie stars here for The Sundance Film Festival might've been having a hard time...Though I think up in Park City you might be high enough to get above "the inversion," so maybe they still have the illusion that they are having a refreshing holiday in the "fresh clean air?" wow, that's sad- worse than L.A.??
come on slc..."this is the place", right?

it's livable i guess. you either stay inside, or flee to the mountains( the snow really is great)
...or... get asthma.

like my mom. my mom usually sticks with the stay inside option. she's been watching Obama inauguration coverage and all the festivities for the past two days(in between work of course. she's a nurse, got to give her props for all her crazy hard work. she gets a ring for her 25 years of service at St. Mark's Hospital. good job mom.)

OBAMA IS PRESIDENT!!- Alhumdulilaay!!
(Praise be to God!! )



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I've been waiting to say that too long!...mom is currently watching (for the third time in a row) "America's song" celebrating the new administration. it was featured on Oprah yesterday...pretty hip thing to do for a life long republican eh?
(guess who she voted for? shhhh, don't tell.)

I am personally a fan of Michael Franti's "Obama Song," which debuted during the first show (in Montreal, Canada) of his current tour (where I happened to be the day of the election for a little french culture...and a contingency plan in case the election went bad:p)
It's a great song, check it out.

My dad even voted for Obama- so there is hope for a better future folks.
Utah'll be blue before ya know it!... Well don't hold your breath, but I'll see what I can do while I'm here:) I'm trying to tap into the "progressive community" here, there's some cool stuff going on.

Back to my mom, I think it wasn't til after watching Ed Begley Jr.'s reality show "Living with Ed" that mom decided she wanted to be an "environmentalist." and a democrat. Dad's still republican but I guess decided Obama was a better choice than McCain (and maybe he wanted to add a little splash of blue to our religiously red state this year?) Dad likes compact fluorescent light bulbs. He actually wanted to give them to the neighbors for Christmas presents this year...but didn't.

Mom watched the documentary "who killed the electric car" and got on the list to get one, but settled for a hybrid since she needed a new car (her old pontiac red racer finally called it quits). She proudly drives it everywhere and has even begun to watch Steven Colbert and John Stewart quite religiously... The point is, change is here! And Obama helped reel it in.

For the first time since I was old enough to vote, and really the first time in my life, I can stand in a foreign country and say "yes, I am American" without feeling ashamed, and can with confidence say that "yes, he is our president and I voted for him."

I believe in change. Change has come. and is coming. And we are a part of it!
HALLELUJAH! Barack Obama!

Okay, time for the Obama Song. Really, check it out. now.
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Even if you didn't vote for Obama, you have to admit, he inspires people!

Just look at the things he says. isn't this refreshing to say the least, to be hearing such things from our president? Here's a few favorites from his Inauguration speech.

in the shadow of the commemoration day of Dr. Martin Luther King Jr.:

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"The time has come to reaffirm our enduring spirit; to choose our better history; to carry forward that precious gift, that noble idea, passed on from generation to generation: the God-given promise that all are equal, all are free and all deserve a chance to pursue their full measure of happiness."


more of my favorites:

"Starting today, we must pick ourselves up, dust ourselves off, and begin again the work of remaking America."

"The question we ask today is not whether our government is too big or too small, but whether it works — whether it helps families find jobs at a decent wage, care they can afford, a retirement that is dignified. Where the answer is yes, we intend to move forward. Where the answer is no, programs will end."

"To those leaders around the globe who seek to sow conflict, or blame their society's ills on the West — know that your people will judge you on what you can build, not what you destroy. To those who cling to power through corruption and deceit and the silencing of dissent, know that you are on the wrong side of history; but that we will extend a hand if you are willing to unclench your fist. "

**"To the people of poor nations, we pledge to work alongside you to make your farms flourish and let clean waters flow; to nourish starved bodies and feed hungry minds. And to those nations like ours that enjoy relative plenty, we say we can no longer afford indifference to the suffering outside our borders; nor can we consume the world's resources without regard to effect. For the world has changed, and we must change with it. "

"What is required of us now is a new era of responsibility — a recognition, on the part of every American, that we have duties to ourselves, our nation, and the world, duties that we do not grudgingly accept but rather seize gladly, firm in the knowledge that there is nothing so satisfying to the spirit, so defining of our character, than giving our all to a difficult task. "

"With hope and virtue, let us brave once more the icy currents, and endure what storms may come."

"On this day, we gather because we have chosen hope over fear, unity of purpose over conflict and discord."

http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20090120/ap_on_go_pr_wh/inauguration_obama_text

These are real words. real hopes. real challenges. real commitment. real unity.

I am grateful.
I choose love over hatred. I choose acceptance over exclusion.

I choose hope over fear. I hope we call all choose hope over fear in every decision we make.

even in the homeland.

Sunday, June 08, 2008

Sunburns at the Portland beach! sunshine!



Willard Beach
South Portland, ME:)

Dav and Stina (friends from Cali and the Grand Canyon)
Emma:) Fellow Outdoor Classroom staff at Chewonki- I love this woman!
We are flare flamingos together:)
Barnicles! They are now one of my favorite sea creatures- have you ever seen them eat? They eat with their legs. and their legs are pink. can't get much cooler.

feet on the ferry
tide pools:) algae and mussels and crabs and periwinkles (sea snails) and green crabs and lots of great slippery seaweed:)

Saturday, May 31, 2008

Maine Mazed Coast

Introducing...
The Maine Coast!

I finally got my dad's old camera to work, so here are a few photos:)

This is the view from the Camden Hills- one of the only places on the Maine Coast around 1000 ' tall instead of 100 '. It's about an hour North of Wiscasset where I live:)
One of my housemates Ruthie and I went mountain biking and backpacking here last weekend!

The Maine coast is crazy cool; "wicked cool" would be the Maine lingo-lots of islands and inlets and crazy water ways and islands- the end of the last ice age 12,000 years ago...
left knobby hills and steep valleys and tonz of meltwater moving through valleys..

...this is how it was explained to me: the coast is a sponge that was compacted during glaciation and is slowly expanding upwards... I'm no geologist, but the coastline is pretty sweet eh?
Ruthie and our little home:)


View from our Tent...Europe's out there somewhere...

Flight of the bumble bee...or is it black fly? maybe mosquito?
the bugs were plentiful at sunset



Mountain Biking...sand, rocks, mud, rusty water pipes, you name it...Good times...
yay for trees.


yay for a view outside the trees:)


oh ya, the sun doesn't set over the ocean over here...Still gettin used to this East Coast stuff.
Girl time on the beach


This is me, Leah T., and Ruthie our friend and co-worker Emma's graduation last Sunday- We had to represent Chewonki love with plenty of flare for everyone:) Good times.

I'm keepin pretty busy, this is my last week of encampment before I go through wilderness trip training and life guard training- In July/August I'll be leading some 1 week canoe trips and a 3 week backpacking/canoe trip on the Appalachian trail...

Excited for a trip to Cali in about 2.5 weeks!
That's it for now, gotta go prep for my lessons for my last week of Outdoor Classroom of the Spring!

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

Wonderings and Wanderings



HAPPY EARTH DAY!

I almost forgot. how ironic. I don't feel like I did anything super extraordinary to celebrate our mother earth today; my job is being an environmental educator, does that count as showing my appreciation for our ever-giving planet?

I have a feeling that teachers are chronically sleep deprived and therefore, quickly develop extreme dependencies on highly addictive substances.
like caffeine. and sugar...

hmmmm...I've stayed clear of coffee so far, which I am pretty proud of considering...
That little battle I might could deal with (bad grammar intentional), but this whole dialect of acronymese-a language I have detested since my frequent exposure to it in the Non Profit world...I don't know if I can handle much more of it...In the outdoor education field it seems to be creeping into my life more and more all the time...I was tossed a whole bunch more in my first aid class this weekend- HELP!

This week is a special week because I'm working with 1st and 2nd graders rather than 5th or 6th graders...they're excited about everything and go home at the end of each day rather than camping out with us for four days straight; a luxury. This week I am also working with Doug, a senior staff member from last year that knows what he's doing; yet another luxury....I'm learning lots and am feeling like I don't know what I'm doing most of the time, which can be kind of frustrating. Luckily with first graders who are on vacation camp, it's not too daunting- We mostly play fun games and do cool eco- activities outside all day...sounds easy right? Somehow this still takes lots o planning.

I'm learning that a lot of teaching, if not most of it, has to do with group management and lots and lots of forethought and planning-especially with 1st and 2nd graders- "oops, I peed my pants", "wait, I forgot my coat", "do you know where I put my water bottle?" "She pushed me" "I'm confused" "I need a bandaid" "I Lost my drawing and poem ( I somehow lost them already in the past 60 sec walking between point A and point B)"...

Any of you out there with pointers should feel free to share your infinite wisdom...
Especially about behavior modeling, positive language, discipline/consequences, and group facilitation.

Besides thinking about how to improve my teaching and facilitation skills, I'm feeling energized with the warmer weather- Maine is springing to life!
Flowers are emerging. Frogs are spawning and croaking like crazy!
Birds are nesting. Pastures are greening and vegetables are growing.
The sun lingers and a season of challenge and mystery awaits...

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Oh ya, went to Vermont this past weekend-super great place! Went to School for International Training for a grad school open house in Brattelboro, then a Wilderness First Aid Class in Burlington- fun cities. Lake Champlain is breathtaking. More reasons Vermont is cool: close to French Speaking Canada, they make REAL maple syrup, they're stoked on good cheese, and they have the fanciest rest stops I have ever seen in my life. Check this out. Plus, topography- hooray!

And, people are super friendly, eco-savvy, and I admit, a little hippish:) You can see past the endless and beautiful mixed forests to mountains + big chunks of rock in the medians along the highway.
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I'm thinking about Grad school at School for International Training in Brattleboro maybe next year? They've got some really cool programs. They also are tres cher, so who knows what next year will bring...Thinking about Peace Corps or Fullbright, or maybe more teaching?
Anybody heard of cool programs?
Definitely have got the travel bug itchin' to get out and about in the near future....Would love to get back to West Africa to work with women/girls, dance and do art...am also hoping to get to South America for some dancing and Spanish lessons...Who knows?

Sunday, April 06, 2008

Back in Time...

So I moved! to Maine! It snows here. In April! It's finally melting- or so it seems...and mud is everywhere! One of the staff gave me yellow mud boots with bumble bees- that makes me smile.:)




Check out this interactive map of Maine! I'm still learning Maine geography, and history and everything else for that matter...Apparently they have annual dog sled races, sand castle contests, potato and blueberry blossom festivals, and I'm sure there's gotta be some kind of Lobster feed at some point during the year...



So I live on a "neck". at an environmental education institution. on a farm. in the woods. near a town called Wiscasset, about an hour north of Portland, in the state of Maine, on the East Coast of the United States of America.



Bye bye Sunny California! No more West Coast for me...at least not til November...Well actually, that's not quite true. Once I find an affordable plane ticket, I'll be flying out to California this summer to go to two weddings- four wonderful friends from Humboldt State: Lisa and Jesse, and Miles and Daniele!

I'm super psyched for that. I do miss my Oakland pals and my Warwick Palace and well, the diverse richness of the Bay...might comment more on that later...
All my love to my Oakland posse!


For now, I work for a place called the Chewonki Foundation. I think that's one of the funnest words to say ever. isn't it? try it: Che-wonk-ee:)
There are three meals every day that I don't have to cook. interesting. We eat together at round tables with different people every day: teachers, high school students, environmental education teachers, and other Chewonki staff day in and day out...
I live in a house with 7 other staff...The Warren House. That's next to the Betty Decker House and "Packout" - the magical place where all the gear and food for our encampments with kids lives...tents, peanut butter, tuna fish and wannagens- yes wannagens. I don't know if that's how you spell it, but I'm learning a whole new vocabulary living in Maine- such fun words they have here.
I'll explain about the wannagens later.

My life is getting more structured all the time...which means that it's 11:19 and I need to go to bed. it's past bedtime. still getting used to that. breakfast is at 7:15 every morning, meetings at 8, then staff training stuff til 5:30 for the next two weeks...then outdoor programs and lessons with kids five days a week...so it begins...the life of an outdoor educator.

I'm excited to start learning how to make lesson plans and scheming up fun ways to incorporate art and culture and creativity into environment and science lessons!
woopee:)

Now that I am super far from most everyone that I have ever been close with, maybe I'll want to write in my blog more often:)
And maybe all you people that love me will be motivated to write me cuz you'll know a little bit more about what I'm doing on a daily basis...(hint hint, write me comments and e-mails and stuff if'n ya wanto:)

lots of love!

okay, bed time for reals.
good night maine!

Monday, January 14, 2008

Vision Videos and Amazing Grace!

First, have you ever wondered where the song amazing grace originated?
It's the most recognized hymn in the world I think...I always thought it was an African American Sprititual from the Southern U.S., but it actually was written by an Englishman slave ship merchant... Read about it here.
I just watched the movie "Amazing Grace", which is a British film "based on the life of anti-slavery pioneer William Wilberforce" in England. It's an amazing true story about a man who fought for the abolition of slavery for years in the time between the American and French Revolutions. Highly recommend it. Youssou N'Dour (our favorite Senegalese singer- remember, I met him backstage at his concert in SF a few weeks ago) plays a slave who bought his freedom and helps provide evidence for the inhumanness of slavery with his personal account about coming across the ocean on a slave ship and all the horrors he witnessed.

I think it's pretty cool that the film makers chose a respected, world renowned African man to play the part of the African slave.

Goree Island, off the coast of Dakar, Senegal, was on of the ports for the slave trade...and a place most Senegalese don't like to visit unless they are among the small community that lives there. I visited the house of slaves when I was in Dakar- they kept the slaves there on Goree Island in insanely cramped quarters (while their captors lived lavishly in the spacious quarters above them) before they were taken to the ships where they would go across the sea to experience even more cramped-ness, suffering and despair...
It was powerful to link both sides of the story and learn about a few amazing people who fought to abolish slavery in England...
The door of No Return, House of Slaves, Goree Island, Senegal

The movie is a great history lesson, but also sheds light on the fact that slavery does still exist today, especially for children in places like SouthEast Asia. This site has a list of organization partners and those working the end modern day slavery once and for all. For all the teachers out there, they also include discussion guides to supplement the movie. Pretty cool.

Besides watching movies, latley I've been working on finding my quest (and a new job.)
I'm getting close! I'm making a video about my personal vision for my life, which I'm really excited about! I'm almost done and will post it soon!

I learned how to make the video from a great presentation I went to last Thursday by a guy named Malcom Cohan- he's a crazy enthusiastic guy from Australia that came up with this easy, yet incredibly profound and creative exercise that helps people find their purpose, or quest, and help make our dreams reality!
that's him--------------------->

I know, sounds kind of bizzare impossible and maybe you even feel a little skeptical.
But I promise, it's magical and it works! If you don't believe me, try it yourself.
Or if you do believe me, definitely try it yourself.

Even if you don't believe me, watch Malcom's vision video for humanity here.

Start making your own movie here- you need to register, then he gives you all the software, online tutorials, and instructions to create your very own vision video=your own personal expression for what you truly want out of life. It's totally free! Detailed instructions here.

Info about some of his initiatives to help chronically depressed, elderly, disadvantaged youth, etc, go here.

Let me know what you think!

Any of you that were making vision boards for New Years with me have got to try this!
This is truly magical!

If you do make a video, please share it! Once other people know what your vision is, we can help each other make our visions into reality!

Sunday, December 30, 2007

Into the Wild...and right back out again.

So I'm in Utah- still!
The snow is beautiful, the roads are slippery, my friends and family are nice and fun.
I'm glad to be alive. I'm glad to have a break.

I have been having a nice time- look how beautiful it is here!

Sundial Peak and Lake Blanche, Big Cottonwood Canyon,
Wasatch Mountains, SLC, UT

Went snowshoing up this trail today with Jen, Mark, Lisa, and Cheryl:) So snowy!
(We didn't quite make it to the lake....)

Made some jewelry with mom.

I saw a great movie tonight with my aunt Janet- Into the Wild.
You should see it- I think you can rent it even.

You've probably heard of the book by Jon Krakauer
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(same guy that wrote Into thin air about Mt. Everest)


I haven't read it yet, but the movie was excellent as is the soundtrack
(songs by Eddie Vedder of Pearl Jam).
This is Chris Candless, the real guy who lived in an abandoned bus in the Alaskan Wilderness...


His story reminded me a little bit of Glenn and my adventure this summer- it's great when you have nothing but you, your walkin feet, your pack and the kindness of strangers to keep you goin...

The message I got out of it is: we need to live our lives to the fullest with confidence and courage, overcoming fear and doubt by challenging ourselves to go out of our comfort zones, be spontaneous, and go on adventures!

I'm working on that.

As this year comes to a close, I am looking for a new job, a real one even- full-time with benefits. Scary thought I know. What about adventure?



It's hard to find the balance between having flexible work hours, having time to travel and adventure while having no dental insurance (current situation), and working 40 hours a week with benefits, but working five days a week, 8 hours a day and not having time to travel very much (full-time job reality).
Trading sponteneity and adventure for security and predictability.
hmmmmm...

Those loans, those teeth, those eyes, that rent and that food...I'd like to take care of those things.


There is a potential job here in SLC that I am considering, but not sure yet.
Tempting wilderness...plus cool friends and lots of family.

Am secretly hoping to find something in CA- I really like Oakland a lot! I've applied a few places.
On verra...
I think it would be good for me to work full-time for a year or two and take care of all those things, then save money for traveling and apply for some scholarships to do cool community building/art/environmental projects abroad. Maybe get a Master's eventually?

How's that for a plan? I'll work and then travel. Maybe I can just keep switching off?...

I want to write a New Year's post in a day or two with some of my goals and dreams and hopes for this next year.

In the meantime, here are some beautiful photos of Utah's mountains by David Whitten.


Big Cottonwood Creek, Wasatch Mountains, SLC, UT


Ridgeline between Little Cottonwood and Big Cottonwood Canyons,
Wasatch Mountains, SLC, UT



Twin Peaks and Dromedary, Big Cottonwood Canyon, Wasatch Mtns.

Big Cottonwood Canyon, Mt. Raymond and Gobbler's Knob