Sunday, April 22, 2007

Global Mourning
Shana, me and Allison of CCC, 4/22/07
Today I was a part of a participatory art project at Golden Gate Park in San Fransisco called "From Global Mourning to Global Awakening." Allison Quaid, the director of Creative Community Catalysts, reserved a booth for the us at the Green Apple Festival, a music festival for Earth Day. It was her, myself, and another CCC volunteer named Shana that came up with the idea for this piece, then collected salvaged materials to build it (re-using is sustainable:).
The piece itself was addressing the issue of Global Warming, like most of the other organizations there, but before calling people to change their livestyles, we were asking people to express their emotions about Global Warming either by writing or drawing, or talking. Then after reflecting about those feelings,we encouraged people to write their hopes on a flag and tie it to our "tree" of hope. We made a website to go along with this projects so people can continue to express themselves, so please take a couple minutes to share your feelings too.


The main idea behind our piece stemmed from the belief that healing is a process. So in order to heal ourselves and the planet, we must tap into our emotions and take time to reflect and think about how Global Warming is affecting each of us in our lives. Then we can really make meaningful changes to stop it. The idea is that by meditating about how we feel and thinking about what we may lose, or already have lost because of Global Warming, we are able to open up to what really matters in life and enter a state of mind that helps us sincerely ponder what we will do to protect our planet and those we love.
Those emotions are what inspire and motivate us to change, but we have to take the time out to go through the process; it's like a rite of passage.

To represent this process, we set up two doors, an entrance and exit that people would walk through. The entrance is called Global Mourning, and the exit: Global Awakening. To draw people in at the entrance was an ice sculpture that was melting in the hot CA sun with a sign underneath it saying "As the glaciers melt, what melts in you?" In the center is a space for people to sit on cushions, read stories about people whose livlihoods have changed because of glacial melting, write thoughts in journals, and draw pictures about how they're feeling. Next to the exit door is a tree we made from trimmed tree branches and a salvaged CD case trunk that people tied flags to. On the flags, people wrote their hopes for the planet. After that people could choose a vegetable, flower, or herb seed from a bowl of seeds to take home with them. Then they exited though the "Global awakening" door, symbolizing a seed of change that each of us plant inside to begin growing a positive future.

Here are some pictures so you can visualize what the piece looked like:
Global Mourning Entrance, mourning space, and Global Awakening exit

From this angle you can see both the entrance and exit doors with people in the center drawing and writing. To close off this space we built screen walls where we hung pictures about the effects of Global Warming and where we hung drawings that people had created.

The Ice Sculpture in front of the entrance.

A bunch of kids making drawings about the planet:)



Me at the table where people could write their hopes, then take seeds of hope home to plant .

Some kids writing their hopes for the planet...
"I hope we can plant more trees."
"I hope for sustainability," etc.
Glenn and his mom both came to participate:)
This is our tree of hope that people tied their hope flags to.

After doing all the brainstorming for this project; searching salvage yards for materials, building screen walls that were structurally sound, printing jarring pictures about the effects of Global warming that were hung up on them, and then standing in the sun all day at the festival encouraging folks to express themselves, I feel like I haven't taken the change to really stop and think for myself:
How do I feel about global warming? How is it affecting my life?


So here goes: I feel surprised that we have come to a point where the impacts of the human race are being seen world wide. I feel angry that the American culture values money, consumption, competition and limitless growth over human relationships, conservation, cooperation and "smart growth". I feel guilty when I fly and want to travel far places... I feel frustrated that I have to fight against the grain by saying let's try and consume less, not more...that bigger is not always better and is usually much worse!....

Like most of us, I feel overwelmed by global warming. The Human species is changing the climate patterns of our planet, affecting not only our own well-being, but that of every other living thing that shares the planet with us. That's scary. disturbing. discouraging. depressing!...
Somehow I still have hope for us though. I have hope that we can change. I have hope that we, especially as citizens of the U.S., are entering a time of awakening and connectedness that will help us recognize that relationships are more important than material wealth, that there is enough for everyone if we share, that we don't need to rapidly deplete the world's resources to live a happy and fulfilling life...
So I don't think we are doomed. I won't give up. I won't say that it's too big and I refuse to believe that we can't work together to turn it around. But I do believe that each of us has the power and responsibility to stop climate change; to care about those around us more... To think about the consequences of our actions more... To make efforts to change more... To try more... To believe more... To love more... To care more... The keys are: individual action, faith, and hope.
"Four Elements" Mandala by Glenn and Krystal, 8/18/06. Trinidad Beach, Trinidad, CA

So where does my hope come from? I'm forcing myself to think about this. Am I a hopeless idealist? Maybe. Maybe not. I feel like I'm pretty eductated in this area, and yes I tend to always look on the bright side....Am I just naive? I hope not. No, I don't think so. I have hope because I have a deep respect and love for nature and I'll never stop doing what I can to protect it. I have hope because I honestly do believe that human nature is inherently good and I believe that we all have all the tools we need within ourselves to transform the way we live and think about the world we live in. I have hope because I have faith in creativity, love, compassion, and cooperation, all of which all happen to be renewable just like the sun, the wind and the waves. ... So now I've got to turn this hope into change.

What does this change look like? To me, in order to stop global warming and create a positive future, we must re-think how we live our lives; stop to contemplate what is really important to us, and identify what sacrifices we are willing to make for the benefit of our planet, ourselves, and each other. Then we are ready to make different decisions in our daily lives that accumulate with others' to create big change.

So I've mentioned some feelings and thoughts.
Being who I am, I've got to talk about some solutions too,
so here are some ideas:

let's try and reach out more and build more positive relationships instead of isolating ourselves behind our laptops and iPods..I'm just as guilty as the next person, but I'm trying to break out of my shell. And I think this is a big piece in the puzzle to fill. Wanna try with me? Let's try. It starts with smiling. Then opening your mouth.



I believe that each of us can choose to do something differently every day even if it seems that others aren't. We have the power to encourage others around us even if we don't feel encouraged. We have the ability to commit to doing something different every day that is positive: whether it's changing light bulbs to energy effecient ones, taking the bus instead of driving one day a week, talking to a stranger in line at the store, buying fruit a local farmer, offsetting travel with carbon credits... (I'm still learning about this great one, check out what one of my heros David Suzuki says about it.) The point is, there are small things we can do to create a more positive place to live and that add up to make a difference. Let's strive to live a carbon-neutral life. Let's strive.


So for me, I think the first step to making these solutions real is as simple as having faith, believing that our actions make a difference. Let's work on that one.

The next step would be trusting ourselves and each other, then reaching out to more people. I was talking to someone recently, or maybe it was a lecture I heard sometime, that we must think about what we want the future to look like, then in order to create that positive future, we must sharing that vision with others to help it grow.
It's k
ind of like Peter Pan: "Think happy thoughts and you can fly"...right? You get my point.


The last step would be to commit and choose to do what it takes to make that vision real. Every day. And when we forget, re-commit and keep on going.

One of my favoirite images that helps me keep my focus is what I learned growing up in the Mormon church: life is a journey. Every day we can be better than we were the day before. When things get hard, the challenge helps us grow stronger. And by enduring to the end- keeping faith alive and hoping for a better future-we can partake of the fruit of the tree of life and be happy.
The trick is you gotta keep on walking.
And f you take a wrong turn, you've got to make your way back to the path.

"Tree of Life," Cynthia Fisher. 2002
Big Bang Mosaics


So...Let's reach out to others, encourage each other, have faith, live with hope instead of fear, and partake of the fruit of the tree of life.

I revel in the awe and beauty of nature and give thanks for all that our Mother Earth continually provides!

Let's protect and honor this precious gift.
Alhumdulilaay!





Sunday, April 15, 2007

Big Sur!
It's one of the most beautiful places I've been I think. yup.

Andrew Molera State Park, Bluffs/Ridge Trail Loop
Very beautiful, not very developed, and not many people:)
"That's the way uh huh uh huh I like it..."
Pink Sand!
This was at a secluded beach off the trail on a spur called the Spring trail.
We had lunch in a little drift wood bench in a protected cove right before the trail got to the beach- peaceful bubbling spring, chirping birds, graceful butterflies...
Pink Sand in my teeth!
Shadow Monsters on the metamorphic sedimentary swirly rocks.
Top of the ridge with super- skydiving-power winds that almost blew us into the ocean...
almost.

Big Sur Coast line on the way to Julia Pfeiffer State Park (about 10 miles past our turn off for the Pine Ridge Trail in Pfeiffer Big Sur State Park)
a happy little accident as Bob Ross would say:)Pine Ridge Trail up to Sykes Hot Springs.
10 miles in and back, we spent two nights backpacking with great spots sleeping next to the big sur river

poison oak is everywhere! beware.
The Trail is alush meandering through canyons and around mountains with towering redwoods shooting up beside you on the trail and mountainesque views the whole time! The West is the best! (The East is the least...for more on this you can refer to the AT blog from last summer...) PCT is for me- I need the mountain views and rivers and lakes and hot springs please!!

Me in our cozy spot with our tarp tent- easy, light and quick. We use trees or hiking poles to pitch the tarp, then have a smaller net tent that goes underneath to keep the bugs out... There weren't many mosquitos, but I did get my very first tick this trip, how exciting. It was in my back of all places, those little guys are sneaky and tiny. Thanks to Jimmy and Marylyn, a cute older couple that let us borrow the tweezers, and to Glenn for pulling it out...Just for the books, if you ever get a tick, the match on the butt is not a good strategy, it just kills the tick, then you can't get the head out. I don't think peanut butter is effective either, according to the tick pamphlet we got at the ranger station it's best to just pull em straight out with some tweezers. Again thank you Jimmy and Marlyn. I think I might just put some tweezers in the first aid kit now.

Here are some haikus we wrote by the river:

Campfires and campers
bodies in a circle sit
Brothers and sisters

pot coated w/food
smells like good things are cooking
even when they're not

River oh river
always whispering words of peace
stay with us tonight

golden branches soar
ripples dance their way down stream
ancient giants watch

Dusk fills the valley
shapes and voids become sharper
such a peaceful time

illumination
heat creeps up from underneath
blue flames dance upward

calm, peaceful and wise
flowing down the mountain side
clear syrup of life


The lucsious trailThe lucious river valley! I love mountains!


Monterey Bay at Asilomar State Park
We went tide pooling here and without much luck realized we could see all the best of the best at the aquarium...Monterey Bay Aquarium
This is an amazing place.
Jelly Fish- these are amazing to watch, especially the tiny baby ones.
Sea anenomes!

Sea Otters- this is the big new exhibit right now, we got to see them during feeding time, then watched them play in the Bay during dinner at El Torritos right on the ocean front.

Coral, lots of different kinds: brain coral, velvet coral, staghorn coral, spiny coral or something like that...Lots of these reefs are dying over the world because of pollution and raising ocean temperatures..sad they're so beautiful.
The kelp tank.. Kelp can grow 1.5 feet a day and 75 feet tall- they must have the moving ocean to grow and thrive, so they have a way to simultate the ocean tides to keep this exhibit alive and well.

The aquarium is really impressive, we also saw sharks and rays and touch pools and interprative displays...they integrate their mission of conservation into their facilities and programs too: the toilets have low flush handles (you pull up for liquid waste and it doesn't use as much water) have signs on the paper towels that say: towels=trees, they encourage you to recycle plastic bags (they look like jelly fish and fish eat them, making them feel full, but giving them no nutrients) and give out Sea Watch guides to let you know what fish is the most appropriate to eat in order to save the ocean environments: check it out here and help keep the oceans healthy: http://www.mbayaq.org/cr/SeafoodWatch/web/sfw_regional.aspx
What a cool place.
Yay for our oceans! It is a totally different world under there...

Monday, April 02, 2007

Te Deum
Yesterday was the day that we finally had our big choir performance. Remember, I sing in the Montclair Presbyterian Church Choir with Glenn and his mother Caroline? So for months we have been practicing Handel's "Te Deum in A" (1726) with 9 movements. It lasts about 15 minutes all in all and today we performed it for Palm Sunday- the church hall was lined with big palm leaves on each side to commemorate the entrance of Christ into Jerusalem when he was praised as King before his betrayal and crucifixion... We had a small orchestra to accompany us, and sang with our hearts and souls...it was nice to feel the energy and praise in the room.
We practieced and worked hard on this piece, so it was nice when I actually felt the peace and joy we were singing about during the performance, rather than just blindly singing the prnted words. With the sun shining on our heads from the sky lights above I really felt like a holy angel singing from heaven..it was pretty neat.
I liked what the pastor Karen said before we sang, she gave us confidence and peace by reminding us that: singing in a church choir is singing in behalf of the whole congregation (the real choir), singing thier hopes and praises together with them and for them. It's also about singing together in unity, creating a unified sound that is about praising God and feeling the revelry and peace of creation. It's not about your ego trying to sing the loudest or best, but about humbly and proudly melting our voices together into a harmonious, joyful song that shows our gratitude to God for life, grace, and love and praises life of Christ for his inspiring example of compassion and love for all.

The Lady Washington


Saturday night I celebrated the full moon with Caroline and Glenn aboard the Lady Washington's Moonlight adventure sail from Jack London Square out on the Bay... It was with a non-profit called Gray's Harbor Historical SeaPort Authority, who does educational programs for youth to promote and preserve maritime history and teach kids about sailing, and also do recreational sails like adventure and battle sails with the public on the weekends!

My first time sailing, and it was in a historic tall sailing ship...in the full moon! Very cool experience...The adventure sail means that people aboard get to help the crew sail the ship- this is harder work than you think...the crew seemed to be running around the whole time from rope to rope "hauling your halyard" and "setting your gear" on the star bird side...basically pulling ropes to let down the sails, pulling other ropes to change the angle of the sail relative to how the wind was blowing and the direction we wanted to go...It is a lot of work to sail a ship like that, I can see why modern day ships have gotten a lot simpler- not so much work! But there's something really satisfying about knowing that it takes a crew of people working hard together, communicating clearly(repeating the orders of the captain and yelling when your ready), and singing songs together to make this big ship move...

Apparently you can volunteer for two weeks on the ship (for $500) and see what it's really like to live on the ship, learn the ropes, and become part of the crew. All the crew members started out this way. It's pretty tempting to want to escaoe to sea for a few weeks, or a few months...a simpler life with different worries and a lot of hard physical work, but a deeper connection with nature: being attuned to the direction of and power of the wind, and a deeper connection with yourself and those around you...It really is an escape from our reality of life living in a city- it's like having time hold still, stopping, listening, feeling...

That's what I envision anyways, I don't REALLY know since I only have the experience of 2 hours pulling some ropes a couple of times in the protected waters of the Bay...But I'm thinking that the sailing life must be similar to the backpacking life- majority of the time you are working, but your amongst the power and beauty of nature, you're with spirited companions, you live a simpler life by taking away so much of the technology and busy-ness that we get caught up in during our day to day existance in a modern day city...leaving time to think, and wonder, and sing, and dance, and fly with the wind:)

"Unconditional"


I went to an amazing performance yesterady afternoon by the Destiny Arts Youth Performance Company, called "Unconditional." They're a multi-cultural group of teens around ages 16-18 who combine different dance techniques from salsa to hip hop, with poetry, theatre, song, and spoken word to confront personal challenges, tell their personal stories, and make commentary on society to inspire social change. All this while empowering youth and creating community- all the performers are involved in the choreography, and the stories are all true, personal stories they have experienced in their lives. The show covered issues like racism, gender roles, family issues, media, immigration, violence, personal identity, accpetance, global warming, as well as love, peace, meditation, and hope. The stories (told in the form of cell phone conversations) were so moving and shocking: having close friends get shot right next to you, having a dad and family threatened to be deported after 20 years of living and working in America, having a cousin go to fight in Iraq with ignorance about oil interests or Shiite/Sunni conflicts, being a guy who has long hair, likes to wear pink and wants to be accepted for who he is, feeling fearful and hopeless in a world of climate change and conflict, being addicted to T.V. then realizing the it is fueled by the corporate media....

It was inspiring and refreshing to go to a performance that included such relevant and REAL issues prevelant in our society that are not featured, and most often intentionally dis-cluded from mainstream T.V. Then to see a group of youth who cared so much about REAL issues alive today in our world and to see them inspired, empowered, and hopeful for a better future despite really challenging experiences in their personal lives, made me feel there is some hope for the future. I wish you all could've seen it because it's so hard to explain the power, energy, and emotion in their performance- funny, sad, heart-breaking, hopeful, beautiful, real, dynamic...every second is different from dancers on ropes from the ceiling to highly energetic group dancing to gospel songs to satirical imitations of news broadcasts and corporate CEOs...they sell DVDs of their performances as well as a documentary about them online..it would be cool to get one so you know what I'm talking about. Or go to a performance if you live in the Bay area.

Destiny Arts is by far the most succcessful youth organization I have witnessed so far in empowering youth, and providing creative outlets for youth to learn about themselves and the world, and teach others how to keep hope alive. They have a program called Project Destiny, which goes to 21 different schools in the Bay to do afterschool programs in martial arts, dance, and theatre from elementary to high school. They also have afterschool programs at their main site for youth to take classes, with all of their classes incorporating the "five fingers of non-violence." It's really amazing to me how they bring a diverse group of people together, empower youth to hold keep hope alive even in the most heartbreaking circumstances, and empower them to be positive, resist violence, be educated and thoughtful citizens, learn about team work and have lots of fun with youth of different ethnicities and backgrounds! I am inspired:) ...One last thought to contemplate: "What would a world without racism look like?" Without discrimination based on race, gender, class, age, sex, ethnicity, sexual orientation, OR education ( I though that was an interesting one to think about)...Really think about it.
What would it look like?